Itsss So HARD To Lett Go : ( This First Time It Was So easy , but Every Dude Was A Rebound . But The Thing Was Every Dude i Been With Has Been Embarrased of Me , because of How I Look . Only Reason They Would Be Proud is Because Of My Body . Imm Tireddd of Thatttt ! I Donttt Understand Why Youuu Keep Me Behind Close Dooorsss , but When It Was A Girl That Everybody Thought Was PRETTY You’ddd Be So Happy That Youu Find Somebody . But Just Because immm Darskinn With BigLipsss Doesntt Mean Youu Should Be Ashamedd of Mee , which Makess Me Ashamedd of Myselfff ! Ughhh , I Cantt Do Relationshipsssss . It Hurtsss So MUCH !
I Guess Itsss The End , Hope The Friendship is Still Theree or Whateverrr . But I Guess Itsss Gonna Take Me A While to Gettt Over Ittt . I Gotta Realizeee That i Wasntt The One for Youuu & Obviously , Youuu Wasnt For Me . But In The Process of The Time I Was Talking to Youu or Whateverr I Did ALOT , Criedd , RanAway ( stupid ) & Sacrificed Alot but I Dontt Regret Nothinggg . If Youu Do Well Then Imm Sorry . But Youu Will Always Be My First Love ! Youuu Gave Me Confidence , Youu Helped Me Defined Who I Was . & Plus Youu Madee Me Realizee That I Really Dontt Need a Dudeee to Make Me Happpy . NEVER Will I Ever Go Through This CRAP I Went Through With Youuu . It Was Funn While It Lasteddd . But I Just Want Youu to Know , Ill Alwayss Love Youuu & Ill Never Forget Youuu . I Wish Youu The Bestt in Lifeee with Her or With Somebody Else . Just Hope Yourr Happy !
JaylahNiKole ( muah! )
Okay , I’m Starting To Get That He’s Trying To Get Under My Skin . & While He’s Doing That I Might Be Losing Alot Of Friends , but At The Same Time I Feel Like I’m Gaining A WHOLEBunch .
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I’m Looking Tite To Shaw’D ! Mane What . I’m Getting My Hair Done Now .TOMMOWROW IS PROM…….IM HAPPY IM GOING WITH MY UNCLE SCHONE AND MY BESTFRIENDS SHAYLA,KAYLA,LISA,MONIZZLE,PEARL,JAYLAH AND ALICE. IM GOING TO TAKE PICS GET MY NAILS & FEET DONE MY LEGS WAXED MY HAIR DONE IMA BE THE BEST BADEST CHICK UP IN THERE MY MA MY UNCLE MY DONIZZLE ALL MY PEOPLE GONNA BE UP IN DERE!!!!!!!!! I CANT WAIT TILL TOMMOROW IMA RUN IT “BADEST CHICK OUT”
This is One of My 50’s Style Picturee !
Okk This is My “HonestOpinion” ,
iBelieve Thtt Uu Shouldn’T Sit Up Theree && Play Games . Because One : Uu DonT Knoee Howw tu Playy Them Right . Uu End Upp GettN Caught SonSon So Its LiKe Why Even Try , It’s Not Even Right . So Uu Sit Up Here And Criticize When iWannah Get Some But Uu Sat Up Here && Did Thtt Tu Myy BessFrann . That’s DEADwrong ! iDont Care iF Uu Playedd Me (Which Uu Did) But It’s Cool Thoe . Uu A Real Cool Person && Whatever Happened Between Us Happened , iHave No Certain Type of Beef Wiff Uu or Whatever . But All iM TellN Uu is … .
“He which soweth sparingly shall reap also sparingly; and he which
soweth bountifully shall reap also bountifully.”
~ 2 Corinthians (9:6)
Basicalliee Wahh Goess Around Comes Around . So Please Get Uur Stuff Together.
iDontt Knoww Wahh iAm Supposee Tu DO Aboutt Thiss Leavee Uur Pastt ALONE Shidd . Buhh All iKnoee iAinT Listeninn tuu Myy Franss . Cu’Z Theyy Nott Goinn Through Thee Samee SHIDD iM Goinn Throughh , So Howw Thee Fukk Cann Theyy Givee Mee Some GODDAMN Advicee ? All iM Sayinn is Howw Uu Criticizee Mee Niggahh && Uu Wass FuKK’N Wiff SumBodiee Elsee tuu , Uu FaKE Ass . Go Aheadd && Cuss Mee Outt Cu’Z iT Makess No Differencee .